selamat hari raya aidiladha

Setiap kali raya je, ade la konsert bermacam-macam kat tv, ape korang dah tak de menda lain lagi ker nak tayangkan…??retro raya la, konsert raya la, akustik berbagai lagi la mengisi pagi raya yang sepatutnya di isi dengan pelbagai aktiviti yang berfaedah cam lawat tetangga ker, jumpa nenek jiran sebelah ker ape ker..dah la hari tu je korang dapat berjumpa muka, bersua cakap ape sumer. Ni tak, dok hidang pelbagai citer2 kat tv sampai nak kuar umah pon dah malas, takut terlepas tayangan. Ape kejadah menda ni sumer…??

Yes, aku pon tergolong lam mereka yang dok tersidai depan tv tgk citer2 hebat yang berbagai-bagai stesen berebut nak tayang. Entry ni bukan nak menyalahkan sesiapa atas sebab kemalasa aku untuk berjumpa sedara mara yang asyik komen sal berat badan aku neh, tapi just nak bagi pendapat je, ape kata tiap kali raya pagi-pagi tu korang hidangkan dengan lagu-lagu raya ker ape ker. Baru la hade kejadahnya. Tol x..??

Haha..seyesly aku tengah merepek nih, tension wat FYP ngan CEL. Ngan tenet coverage xdek lak. Adik aku nyer pon slow nak mampus, tahap dewa 18 lak. Putus angin nak surf tenet, carik sources untk projek (tapi nak harvest jagung kat farmvill dapat lak)haha..

Esok lak ari raya aji, dah la aku balik kampong awl giler, sumer dak2 lab wat meeting aku xg, hmm..so dorang antar satu request untuk aku wat..still xleh wat gak, sbb kene carik source kat tenet. Nak cari price for raw material la ape benda la..aduhai..pening kepala..

p/s: lupekan ape yang aku merepek tadi, bukan ape malam2 ni banyak tol idea, datang mencurah2 lak..tapi nak akrang ayat untuk process design bukan main mati kutu lagik..
wel..ape2 pun selamat menyambut hari raya aidiladha..

awkward silence scenes

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this event happened couple months ago

Have u ever been in the awkward silence scene where everybody sat silently, stares and glance away from others and thinking whose gonna break the silence first with the little fake smile? Yes I’ve been through that undesired scene for a few times especially with someone who I just knew for a minute or someone who’s their profile higher than me (someone in the same gender whom you admire most because of his brain or his wealth).

But that is not the story I try to point out here, today someone just SMSs me and she said it was a wrong number and looking for some dude named Eddie. So I replied again and said I’m farhan bla..bla..bla.. We just have a little chit chat on SMSs for a while before I start to not reply her message (out for lunch). Then she called me, without introducing her name, she start to ask me a lot of question just like when I have my MARA interview back at 2006. She ask my name (which is I already gave to her when we replied SMSs), my age, where I studied, which course I took and everything about me. When I asked her, where do you got my numbered, she just said, “ owh, it’s in my contact list for years and I just couldn’t find whom it belongs to”

Seriously? Haha... I think there must be someone (maybe her friends whom also the friends of mine but me and that girl is not friend- got what I meant? haha) tries to set her up with me...ala just like we did, give our friends number to our other friends for the sake of matching people up. You know what I meant right. I heard her voice, slow and barely heard with her shaky voice. After she asks me a lot of questions and maybe there are no other questions she can think at that moment, the silence-awkward scene just came out. There a long pause and long silence just our breath can be heard before I end up our “precious” conversation.

After a few hours I didn’t reply her message, she called me again and I pick it up and the above conservation start again. She asked me where I study, bla..bla..Hmm..You know what? That conversation takes up to 23 minutes. I don’t know what we talked actually, but obviously there are a lot of pauses between any answers I gave to her (yes, she asked me a lot of questions). Maybe she tries to think a few more questions to throw on me. This undesired scene is really weird even we didn’t face each other and meet personally, but I just felt something uneasy about that. It just like when you first meet your ex-wife or ex-gf perhaps in unexpected place, after a really big-broke-up-fight, your tongue tided, try to control yourself and try to look “cooler” then her new spouse.

p/s: even now still don’t know her name..hmm..

hilangnya akal mereka

Bila matinya akal
Perasaan mula bangun,
Ego mula menjengah,
Mencari sekelumit ruang rapuh untuk menguasai
Menembusi dan terus mengemudi sekujur tubuh
Mendabik tinggi, bangga berdiri
menjadi nakhoda yang tak bisa di bangkang oleh marhein
Menompang arus, menongkat langit
Menuju destinasi, mengoyak reputasi
Menjadi cebisan hina dan dina
Berkelana di lembah suram akhirnya

some funny pic

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encik ishak ni lawak betol la..

haha..nasib baek dapat gak 2 setengah markah.

cukup untuk menghilangkan stress...

entah ape ape entah

Oh bintang
Tinggimu melangit
Hendak di gapai tidak kesampaian
Hendak di bilang tiada kesempatan
Cahaya terangmu membikin seribu coretan
Membuat hati tenang, tiada keruan
Engkau bersinar dalam kegelapan
menjadi mata sang nakhoda di depan

Oh bulan
Senyummu indah, tiada tandingan
Membakar semangat setiap perawan
Mesra malam di curahi sinaran
Tidak teraba aku dalam kegelapan
Cahayamu terang walau cume pantulan
Menemani sang pungguk yang kerinduan
Dari senja, sampai subuh, sinar mu tidak pernah padam

Oh matahari
Memberi tenaga dan juga cahaya
Tanpa mu ku sejuk tidak berdaya
Menjadi penyeri siang tanpa kata
Pagi nan indah bia kau menjelma
Menjadi petunjuk hari baru tiba
Panas mu siang, meyakitkan mata
Namun tiada mu senja amat terasa