watashi no hatsuko

Kepercayaan dan ketelusan..itu yg aku belajar dlm berhubungan…dalam satu2 relationship, teras kejayaan adalah komitment yg diberi sepenuhnye, kepercayaan yg mendalam, berterus teras segala hal..tp apekan daye sumer tu aku ignore, bile mase untuk mewujudkan hubungan aku asyik piker untuk kepala sendiri jek, selalu share the best thing in my life with her, but I never try to share my problems with her..thats the real problem I have..since I hardly trusting people, it’s take a long time for me, before I can trust them and sharing my problem with..itu silapnyer, aku rase aku tidak bersedia untuk menjalani ape2 komitment at that time but perasaan ingin mencintai dan ingin dicintai itu selalu wujud that urge me to, and then I realize that her love is fascinating and heartfelt.. I do love her, really much even lepas aku break up I still miss her, and really regret ape yg aku ckp kat die..tp apekan daye break up adalah jln terbaik untuk die, aku xnak melukakan hati die bile die bersama aku..i kept left her in the dark, never sharing, never telling..sorry syg..now aku sedar that I’ve done something really2 bad and really wrong… menyesal xsudah…if I can turn back the time, I would do everything just to amend for everything I’ve said and done…sorry syg for taking you for granted..but one thing yg aku xkan menyesal sampai bile2 ialah meeting her, loving her, caring for her..That’s something I would never regret, and one of the most right and memorable things I’ve done…i’m almost crazy thinking about her, everyday every night, just her in my eyes…tpkan ape yg berlaku tu ade rahmatnye, die telah membuke mate aku dalam membina hubungan yg kukuh…but I’ve never stop praying that kite akan bersama semula, because you are the perfect match for me, you are my soul and you are my heart..we have the same rhythm of heart beating followed our love song..

“Close your eyes so you dont feel them,
They dont need to see you cry

I cant promise I will heal you,
But if you want to I will try.

I sing the summer serenade
The past is done, we’ve been betrayed, its true.
Someone said the truth will out
I believe without a doubt, in you

You were there for summer dreamin’,
And you gave me what I need.
And I hope you’ll find your freedom,
For eternity, for eternity.

Yesterday when you were walking,
You talked about your Mom and Dad.
What they did had made you happy,
What they didnt made you sad.

We sat and watched the sun go down,
Picked a star before we lost the moon.
Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone too soon.

You were there for summer dreaming,
And you gave me what I need.
And I hope you’ll find your freedom,
For eternity, for eternity.

I sing the summer serenade,
The past is done, we’ve been betrayed, its true.
Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone, too soon.

You were there for summer dreamin’,
And you are a friend indeed.
And I hope you’ll find your freedom,
For eternity.

You were there for summer dreamin’,
And you are a friend indeed.
And I know you’ll find your freedom,
Eventually, for eternity, for eternity.”

by robbie william-eternity